I'll try to make this short, though I can't really sure if I can do so.

So I realized I used a lot of English on the internet. Nearly all the time I use it to anyone, even the people from the same country as I am. Sometimes I am asked why, sometimes I am told that I don't represent my country at all because I don't use my country's language; Indonesian. Well, I doubt that anyone would understand, but I'll just write it down anyway.
You know how you randomly thinking about random things when you're idling around? I don't know since when, but my mind do that for nearly 24/7. All right, exaggeration, but I think it's almost that much, a few hours or a day less than that. My mind is almost always constantly thinking about something, anything. Homework, last night's movie, this morning's dream, or maybe even something I forgot 3 seconds ago. My absent-mindedness is pretty bad that I can literally forget something in just 3 seconds. And while remembering, some other memories popped out as well, causing random thought process and connect things from one to another in a random topic. Think of it like starting a conversation with how to properly serve coffee to some alien cases and to some house designs and so on. It's completely random, but it is also not rare for the chain of thoughts to connect just fine, like thinking about homework, then about the lecturer, on to the class, the topic, and so on.
So how does this have anything to do about me using English? Well, I have to explain how my mind works, so I can tell you that English is my mind's language. In other words, I use English in most of my thought processes. Mark the "most". I still use the other two language that I can use; Javanese, and obviously, Indonesian. Even so, English is my mind's mother tongue, so even though I nearly always use Indonesian in spoken conversation, I use English in the thought process. And if you're writing something, you'd just stay silent and let your mind do the "talking" to your hands, right? That's how it is in my case, and that's how I explain why I use English on the internet.
Just so you know, some people say I am quite a decent English user, but I myself don't really think so. I don't really "study" English. When I was a child, I used to read dictionaries and add many words into my memory bank, then use it for most of my thought process. Despite of using them in my mind, I am known to be a shy little boy, so I didn't use them in spoken conversations. I am good in English only because I know what the words mean, but I've never really into studying English, resulting my order of sentences tend to be messed up at times. And even though I know a lot of words, sometimes I still find trouble figuring out the meanings or the different uses of each word, so even if they say I'm pretty decent, I'd say I'm still imperfect. Maybe good, but imperfect.

There's also something else as of why I use English. I find myself to be able to be more serious when using English. Sometimes when I want to give some criticism I use English because I don't really know how to get more serious without English. I find it hard to give 'impact' in my words when using my native language, so I use English. It's the same with anything else. When I'm telling someone, when I give some criticism, some serious rant or something. Basically when I want to give some 'impact', I use English. It doesn't mean that if I use English, it means that I'm in serious mode or maybe angry or something, it doesn't mean that.

At times I tend to give some negative criticism toward my country in English. Some people might take it wrongly, but I don't really mind. Explanations about why I give negative criticism does not have anything to do to the question as of why am I using English, so I'm not explaining it here

_{Jadi ceritanya tho, karena judulnya disuruh sama, jadi saya apdet saja SS taun lalu /curang}

Dear, CANVAS RANGER Secret Santa...
Sedari kecil.. aku selalu dapet kado, maka kali ini sebagai balas jasa, aku akan memberikan kado pada santa! _{vhell, sebenarnya "dapet kado" baru sekali pas SS kemaren, jadi kali ini nyoba lagi biar dapet banyak /tapi tetep cuma satu dapetnya}

Jadi sekarang aku akan mempersiapkan hadiah yang terindah buat santa, yaitu :
<sub>Biar agak seru pas ta' kerjain, jadi ta' bagi dua versi; hero dan villain untuk masing2 wishlist /kl dibolehin /kl nggak rombak ulang

[Hero ver.]</sub> ...kepada OC cewe. Aku akan menggambar OCku sedang menyambut matahari terbit di hari natal dengan menggunakan lokomotif terbang bersama OC santa di luar angkasa
_{[Villain ver.]}...kepada OC cewe. Aku akan menggambar OCku sedang mendekorasi ulang pohon natal raksasa dan sekitarnya jadi kaya halloween bersama OC santa di pusat kota /balas dendam gak ikut halloween


_{[Hero ver.]} ...kepada OC cowo. Aku akan menggambar OCku sedang menjaga malam natal dari orang2 yang mencoba nyolong kado bersama OC santa di atas rumah2 penduduk
_{[Villain ver.]} ...kepada OC cowo. Aku akan menggambar OCku sedang maen game rame2 di tengah malam natal bersama OC santa di atas kereta santa yang sedang membagikan kado /ceritanya ngerusuh


Walau wishlist nya ada 4 macem, tetep yang nantinya nongol tetep 1 juga

OC Reference :
_{-Berhubung saya baru sadar saya blom bikin banyak, jadi mohon tunggu dan bersabar dengan reference yang tua satu ini dulu}

Big war intro 2010 1st "Civil Version"








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<sub>Dear, CANVAS RANGER Secret Santa...
Saya sudah terlalu tua, jadi untuk sesaat, saya mau menghabiskan waktu sebentar saja sebelum menetap di gudang hingga berdebu /foreveraloneplz

Lalu saya sudah sangat tua, jadi saya gak perlu macem2 deh /foreveraloneplz

/bulletgreen/Jika dari cewe, saya ndak perlu ditemenin ngelayat ke kuburan ibu yang ada di sebuah tebing sambil bawa seikat bunga mawar untuknya, kan saya biasanya kesana sambil bawa bekal piknik dan buku cerita kesayangannya /foreveraloneplz
/bulletgreen/Jika dari cowo, saya ndak perlu dibantuin ngejer2 airship di udara dengan style steampunk, jadi biar saya terbang ditemenin pake air bike. Hati2 sama meriam2 dari airship nya, namanya juga battle airship bajak laut udara /foreveralone

Tapi saya tetep ngarep semoga saya bisa berumur panjang dan mencoba memberikan yang terbaik untuk CR /foreveraloneplz</sub>

It sounds like I'm going to say something tldr or something big, but no, I just want to update my journal just because it's 1-1-2013 :Y
Updating journal just because it's mainstream to do so in the first day of the year

Ze clubs~

Because I've been living as nothing good all this time, living like a leech that drains blood straight to someone's heart. Even actual leeches can be used for health care. I've been saying I don't get what I want without working for it, and just living as a leech by taking others' wealth and get what I want. Even until now, I'm still thinking why He still lets me live well. Why am I alive?

I have dared death many times, fell off almost to a critical damage, yet still survived and well until now. Many people died from my kind of accident, but I lived. If I died that time, it'll be done right there, but I'm not, so it's rather annoying. But that's actually a fair thing given from Him. If I died, it ends there, but if I live, the torture goes on. So why am I alive?

I have many dreams and plans set for my future, made by myself, like something I'd rather had than living with internet. Sounds cruel to you who knows me only through the internet, but I can get internet easily if I can get into my plan. But it's crushed into pieces by Him, and instead, He direct me to another path, a path that is very rough and I have no idea where it will lead. And it leads to now, some kind of rock-bottom condition of my college, right when I thought of fixing up my mess, He once again blew off my efforts. And why am I alive?

I used to be a sinner awhile ago, neglecting the calls and passing the prayers. Now I've been working hard to follow the calls, and fulfill my prayers, in hope He would help me in this. And just like what I said, I have no idea where is He guiding me to. This is like following a lost tour guide, in the middle of nowhere. Filled with desperation and anger, I walk around aimlessly, keeps on asking where the hell am I going to, and what in the world is He planning for me. For all this, Hell and death really sounds much more livelier than my condition. Now why the hell am I alive?

You know how parents get themselves involved in their child's problems? Not trouble, problem. Especially at the very perfect time where you'd think that you can handle all this, then they suddenly interrupts and changes everything. And they would say to you not to play games too much, but they wouldn't realize that they're actually playing games by themselves. In a game, what if your character wants to be a mage, when you're actually working to be a knight? Put that to reality, and voila, you get the picture of me. Blaming them isn't gonna work. What burdens you, when it gets to them, it'll be doubled again and again and then poured back at you, until you can't really get back at them. I ever wished for strength, but I never thought of this kind of strength. It'd seem that I'll be better off dead, but they'd really be down if I'm not here. But look at the good side, less payment for living. Tell me, why am I still alive?

So now I'll tell you, I'm almost like a masochist. All pain, the wounds, the way it hurts, everything is all exist on my body. Most of it has gone, some of them left a mark. While it might seem countless, it's easy to stand those wounds. Just endure. Change the usual feel of pain into enjoyment, and you'll get to endure even some deep wounds. Don't forget to control your breath, or you'll lose it pretty quickly. Unleashing it in a scream or a cry is fine, but it's the same as taking off your precious breath to sustain yourself. The only thing that I can't endure is inside. How the hell are you gonna endure the mentality wound? Psychological wound? The heart wound? Feelings? Those unseen stuff inside of us? "Just endure" won't work. It's not gone, and it just gonna torture yourself inside-out, and you'll not gonna die from it. Hell, eh? That's how this body of mine works right now. Outer damage is not gonna work that much, but inner wound's never been healed, not even fixed or taken care of. It's just left to rot in there. I might look more of a zombie than a golem in spirit, if I must say. After all of this, why am I still alive?

I have never even care a tiny bit about my academic life. Whether it's good or bad, as long as I still go, it's fine. That's what I thought. And it was those times where I was thinking how close my life was with the Doraemon series as Nobita. Being bullied at school until the middle school, I always hopes that a blue, earless cat robot would suddenly pop off from my desk. That's the only difference to the series. Oh, but it's not me who's bullied in high school. Putting the brutal parts aside, I never really cared about my school's scores. I've been saying to myself, especially after high school graduation, that I'm actually very lucky to get this far. All this time, my academics are all about luck. Below average at daily quizzes, yet still advance to the next class, and even graduated from high school with no major effort at all. Don't  expect the scores, I told you it was all luck. School's not really my strength, so don't ask me math or science that much. I'm not a student, I'm a learner, get the difference. I'm not gonna lie in this, I got really messed up my college now. I guess the luck have ran out from me. So, ever since high school, I've stopped informing my parents about my academics in school. At college, I managed to keep my rock-bottom scores from them, but not for long. At this rate, I'll be flunked out from college, and they'll know whether I tell them or not. Yes, it's that bad already, and that's what's been keeping me down these days. Can't draw, can't think straight, lost my appetite, lost my spirits, lost my interests, lost my mood, and even got myself a hard time just to do a prayer. I never cared about academics, but all of a sudden, I cared about it like my lifespan's depending on it. And especially these times, I kept wondering why am I still alive.

And now I tell you about a simple logic. There's an old pipe, long unused and broken, but there's water stopped on its way. If you fix it, it's still usable to deliver water, right? Then the water suddenly flows in. I guess that's what happens to me. When I was a sinner, I'm an old pipe, and now I've tried to get close to Him, my old wishes suddenly being granted one after another, in a totally different way. I ever wished Him to remind me everytime I forget to pray, and he hangs the PC. I ever wished that I'd like to get stronger, and I will, after all of this' done. And so now, the reason why the hell am I still alive, is because I remember, very recently, I don't wish, I made an oath, that I will live, a life that I'd really enjoy, to live the life to the fullest, and if there's something bothers me badly, I'll change it to my likes. Dictator-like, but I plan to change the world. It's been suffering enough, and I can't seem to just stand here idly. With my problems, it seems impossible, but then again, I've made an oath, so like it or not, I have to do it. And once again, THAT, is why am I still alive and kicking.

_{It's about time to tell who's inside...
This be a long journal....
Ah, also, sorry if it's in Indonesian, because it's most likely I'll meet them in real, so I have to tell them who I am, before they throw me things and said I'm an imposter or something. I just tried to live, anyway, that's all. And in any case you're interested(which I think you won't) to know, take a piece and ask me about it XD}

Eeeeh, gimana ya, maunya menjelaskan sedikit tentang "Who I am", tapi masalahnya ternyata masih kurang kuat pake bahasa Indonesia, mungkin sedikit2, tapi bakal ada bahasa Inggrisnya "orz
Ever since I learned the word "crocodile" I used English most of the time back then "orz
So be warned, is really TeaL

So what's inside this quantum-force?
Let's start it slowly. "A man with thousands faces", "An omnipolar person", "The one who holds thousands names", etc.
Intinya, sudah banyak orang manggil saya macem2(sayangnya), membuat saya kehilangan dipanggil apa saya dulu.
There was time I'm called "Max", from my very old OC Harris Maxwell, and there's time I was called "Spec" from my twin OC Spectra Hybridgod and Spyctrum Altergod(both funny names, I know), and the time I was called "Fray" because of "Englishified" name of mine, Fraygun Reinesteed. Until the time I realized, I've lost who I am. Well, at least I still have myself to think. Kehilangan nama, atau terlalu banyak nama yang digunakan, semakin banyak semakin hilang identitas diri, karena tiap nama memiliki "gelombang" tertentu yang bisa menciptakan sebuah kepribadian. Jika semua bertumpuk, maka akan terjadi omnipolar, bukan sekedar bipolar yang memiliki dua sisi, omnipolar memiliki banyak sisi dengan berbagai variasi yang ada. So the point is, I don't even know who I am. I will only reveal "How I am" instead of "Who I am", because I myself can't really guess who I am.
Let's made it shorts. I hope it is short.

I am intelligent, but not academically. It is said my IQ is much higher than my older sister's, who works so hard to get an equal result to mine, who barely do anything. Unfair, but I can't even explain how could it happen.
Sayangnya, gak ada yang mengerti tentang itu. They keep on pressing me to get the best results, knowing that I'm actually much better than anyone in the family. They always expect high, which always turned down by what I did; slacking off and anything. It's so miraculous to look back what I did and the achievements I've got. Sebenarnya semua akan lebih mudah dengan bicara, namun saya cuma bisa bicara terbuka melalui tulisan. Bukan berarti saya bisu, tapi memang entah sejak kapan, tapi saya dibilang terlalu "senantiasa berpikir kritis" walau saya percaya bukan itu =.=a
Kalau dengan "hmm" saja orang sudah bisa mengerti, kenapa buang2 nafas untuk menjawab "iya"? Kurang lebih gitu, jadi terbiasa diam. Ditambah lagi, pada kenyataannya, saya lebih sering menahan diri dan perasaan, semua ditumpuk dan ditahan. Yang paling parah lagi, Semua perasaan senang bisa lepas gitu aja, tapi perasaan2 sedih, kesal, amarah, dan semua faktor2 emo nempel gitu aja, dan gak mudah hilang. Sudah lebih dari 9 tahun seluruh perasaan tersebut ditahan, dan legenda yang mengatakan "orangtua selalu tahu anaknya" nggak terlihat disini. Mereka tetap nambahin semua tekanan, membuat alasan2 kuat untuk bunuh diri. Yang paling parah, mereka bilang "bebas" tapi mereka tambah juga "tapi". Apa artinya kebebasan jika masih ada batasnya? "Boleh pilih jurusan kuliah apa aja, tapi yang bener" Jurusan kuliah mana yang gak bener? Kl memang gak bener, kenapa bisa ada? Masa' mau masuk kedokteran hewan gak boleh? Alasannya? "Lha kan abang(panggilan di rumah) IPS..." Alasan macam apa itu? "Nanti cari kerjanya susah..." Apa? Memangnya dunia ini Indonesia? Memang disini gak banyak, tapi dunia ini jauh lebih besar dari Indonesia, ada banyak cara untuk hidup diluar sana. I don't really get parents, they keep you on chains, but they told you to be free. So ridiculous, so full of lies.

Okeh, terlalu jauh melenceng "orz
Now, if you tried to fool me, you be careful. Some said I'm cunning enough to understand traps, and when they think they've fooled me, by the time they realize that they're the one fooled, it's been too late. Sebuah kebiasaan buruk, memikirkan segala jalur terburuk yang akan terjadi saat bersama seseorang, terutama jika orang itu sudah terkenal bandel. Apa boleh buat, patience won't always work, countering is necessary when they've gone too far. Saat mereka tau kita gigit balik, tentunya akan ada suatu rasa untuk mundur XD

I made OCs based on me. Semua OC didasarkan pada sifat omnipolarnya, karena gak akan kuat hidup dijadikan satu. Jadi dipisahkan dan dibuat jadi macem2. Salah satu OC yang paling dekat dengan saya ya GP, atau saat ini bernama Olympus. Dari tubuh, sifat, tingkah laku, dan lainnya itu dibuat berdasarkan kenyataan, walau "Fraygun Reinesteed" juga OC, tapi GP adalah OC yang paling fleksibel dan tumbuh sesuai dengan apa adanya. OC lain ada banyak, dan beberapa mungkin lupa dan hilang, walau kadang inget namanya doang atau bentuknya doang. Tapi GP gak pernah hilang, malah ter upgrade terus sampai tingkat sekarang~

All OCs are made based from me, and by the time goes, they are now my imaginary friends. Bukan cuma omongan, tapi mereka serasa hidup didalam sini, dan berkata2 terus dalam pembicaraan. Walau kadang bisa terlihat kaya orang gila karena ngomong sendiri, tapi ya emangnya sapa lagi yang bisa lihat imaginary friend? XD

I wonder how many of you have been told, but this heart is pretty weak. Not the upside-down spades heart, but the red heart that is made by muscles that pumps your blood to your veins. Well, that's no lie, unfortunately. Walau memang gak periksa ke dokter, tapi ini udah kerasa bener kl ada yang salah "orz
Males periksa ke dokter, "live life to the fullest" doesn't happen in me

Some people said I am a pervert, but really, I have my own reasons. "Admire, but no amor" is what I always put on myself. Saya suka ngeliat cewek, mereka bisa jadi apa aja, jadi anggun, atau macho, atau gimana aja, mereka memiliki batas yang jauh lebih luas dari "pria" sekalipun. Pria bisa jadi kapten pasukan, mereka juga. Pria dikatakan pria jika mereka seperti di iklan "Pria punya selera"(lupa rokok yang mana XD), tapi sebenarnya kl kuliat lagi, cewek pun juga banyak yang bisa itu semua. Malah yang cewek lebih dihormati dengan usaha yang sama. I might be a freak, but I know what to do with females, as I learned the human lives, and more or less know what to do. If I could compare males and females into other-than-humans, then I'd say, the one who have the beauty of forests and plants are not males, but the females. They could become anything, but they can't become what the females, which would be the animals, can do. The females can do what males do, but males can't do all the females can do. They have the true meaning of freedom, I really envy them XD

As been told before, and I guess you can say I have a procrastinating life. Orangtua saya bisa dibilang amat mampu, keluarga saya juga rata2 gitu, dan semua orang sukses. Kakak saya juga sudah jadi salah satu mahasiswa Kedokteran Gigi UGM, sedangkan adik saya? Heh, my brother's my "perfect breed". He's playing games as much as I do, slacking off as soon as he got home, but guess what? He's at the rank of 500 among 8000 students in this province. Crazy as hell XD Tapi apa yang terjadi dengan anak kedua? Zaha, all I can say is, I'm not talented in school XD Mungkin saya bisa berpikir kritis dan sebagainya, tapi seperti yang sudah disebutkan diatas, I'm intelligent, but not academically. Entah gimana membuktikannya ke orangtua dan orang lain, tapi saya terus2an cari cara yang mereka anggap "bagus" untuk dibuktikan bahwa saya bisa keluar dari kerangkeng mereka~ XD

I am not someone who would talk freely. I am more "talkative" in written words rather than spoken words, that's why my parents always got the upper hand from me. Saya orang yang cukup pendiam, kl gak diajak ngomong ya bakal diem aja, anteng gitu XD I'd like to save my breath by nodding rather than saying "yes". Entah sejak kapan kebiasaan ini muncul, tapi yang jelas, ini bikin saya bener2 KO kl soal ngomong =n=; Masalah debat sih, saya bisa, cuma saya gak bisa ngomongnya "orz Ditambah lagi, karena saya gak bisa ngomong, saya gak bisa serang balik kl pas lagi diceramahin gitu, jadi semua kependam di hati

Just like the life isn't good enough, it gets worse by itself. Saya suka memperkuat diri secara fisik, karena ilmu pengetahuan bisa didapat darimana saja(bahkan komik sekalipun XD), the problem is, I've grown and became the largest member in my family, almost as big as my grandfather from my mother. Yes' he's so big, not fat, but he's even bigger than my relation who right now, I almost at the same size with him. When I was little, I always said to him(my grandfather) that I'll soon be like him, become a big and strong person. He just laughed XD Masalahnya, karena saya yang terbesar, sampe2 saya sering mikir mereka nganggep saya ini alat "orz Disuruh ini-itu, ngangkat galon, bawa koper, angkat meja, dsb dsb. Dah kaya kuli, sedangkan kakak dan adik saya tenang2 aja gitu, brasa itu bukan urusan mereka. Disuruh pun saya gak bisa nolak, karena gak kuat jawab itu tadi. Dan lagi, yang nyuruh pun ngeliat saya kaya gak punya batas gitu, habis disuruh yang satu, lanjut lagi yang lain. Sampe saya ngacuh2in tanpa suara dan berhasil, barulah mulai reda. I do tolerate those who called me a golem, because that creature is one creature that I always look on to, strength and all the size, but I do not tolerate, and always hated any kind of slavery. I know they needed help, but just me? And they said "it's better to work together than alone" after I got exhausted for moving an impossible thing? Now I wonder if I'd better be a real golem or not.

Zahahahahahahahahah, alright, let me do this one in all english for once. I laughed as a starter of this part, because I totally forgot to let my brother make some progress further ahead in this art community. Yes, buddies, I have a brother in here, in his second ID, and still holding on his own emo feelings XD
I decide not to help him to be known by much people, because he doesn't seem to be that enthusiastic before, but now, he's been playing around pretty often, now that he's in a group.
I managed to bring him in to #Canvas-rangeR, a group that I'm still trying to help, even though I'm still pretty much useless around there "orz
Hopes on him when he joined, is hopefully he'd throw off that emo volume of him quite a lot. Not a bit, I want a lot. And he's been going off much better! People need to know him more in this, because he went off in a greater progress than I am, especially on livings(humans, specifically). And you know what, brotha, I envy you a little bit back when the first time I see yours, but then I think I gave up on it and decide to strengthen my side with the whole non-human buddies, so I'll do your hard parts, ask me any 'device' you need, I'll made it for ya XD
And now, for you buddies, visit him in ~burningstickman, and yes, rangers, now you know it XD

On the upside earlier, it is known that I have a pretty frail inner physic. Simply like a bug, the outside's very hard, but the inner side's a soup XD
I have this ability, kind of supernatural ability, that allow me to make a very deep sensing. Not really that strong, and don't really plan to make it stronger. Because if I did, it might make me able to see things XD
It makes me able to tell someone's feelings just from the words written online. Don't think it's really that great, though. Like I said, it's not that strong, and accuracy for that is not really accurate, that's why I only use it for a flexible conversation. Anyway, this ability also works to see on myself. And apparently, it tells me that I'm not gonna be around here for long XD
Yes, my life seems to be not much longer. If I can predict, 40s is the most that I can get. A little bit struggle, I'll manage to get to 50 XD
But yes, looking on myself and my own conditions, I won't be long around here XD
I seem to take it easy? Well, then, go to my front page and find my email there. Send me a message, call a chat on Y!M, until you get to know me. I'm simply like so, and probably in my last seconds, I'll tell some jokes and died in laughter. If that happens, I'd wish no tears of sadness. Cruel and disrespectful I might be to myself, but like I said before, that's just simply me XD
If you don't like it, repeat the last one again, added with the same send me message and stuff. I'm glad and proud being a different one in my own family XD

I've learned many about life, and it seems that it doesn't have such an end. The happiest ending in life is to die in peace, and descend to heaven. Even when you did reach heaven, you'll spent an eternity of life full of happiness. Not to mean any offense, but I find it kind of boring if you live in all peace, so when we all went to heaven, meet me and let's make another world with our power given by Him XD
Do you think why do I put "Peace" and "Battle" side to side in my likes in Facebook?
Peace holds people, and battles inspires people. Bad? Nope. Don't think of it that way. I find fights and battles like a kind of harmony that only exist once in a lifetime. A punch to the face, the fraction to the bone it made, will not be the same the second time you did it again. And that's why, I'd like to make a world like in fairytales, and I'll descend once in awhile to look around my world~
What will your world be if you're able make one?

Okeh, segitu dulu "orz
If there's anything else you need, have no worries to ask~ XD

*Ah, yes, there seems to be another free use of the journal skin. Well, I'm not gonna use any XD

Zohohohohohoho~
Tergiur pingin misah bagian ini, akhirnya ikut2an kupisah XD
Olympus formspring~
Meet him there~ [link]
Olympus wikia
Still working on it, but it's basically available [link]
Yang belom yang belom! Rasanya masih banyak nih "orz

Titanium Canvas
OC Data:
Name : Olympus [Barr-Parros Bassiv] Awakened Civil Version
Official Name : GP. There's much more than just a simple "Grandia Peregrim"
Age : More than old enough to be called "Ojii-san" XD
Gender : Known with "he" =n=
Division : Hero-Support
Personality : "The strength beyond Gods, attitude of a pacifist"
Likes : Cooking, chocolate, tea, fishing
Dislikes : Slavery
Hobby/Habits : Drinking tea, chocolate making, cooking, Golem Tea Party XD
Ability : Fly , metal-type mineral controller, strength, cooking, battle experience, and some of the rest to be revealed later on.
Weapon(s) : His titan fists, metal-molding powers, Chandrasa, "Beliung Pangetok Donya"/裁界刃[ZanKaiKen], and the most fearsome "weapon" he have, his anger.
Pet : Erverias Arpationem, his scarf XD
Production Date : Way too long ago =n=;

Bio : An ancient golem known to his unbelievable powers. It is said if he's a mortal, he'll be an example of perfection in terms of physical attributes, but the balance in life kept him in himself. He have good attitude, calm, kind, a wise-old-man attitude, and something similar to that. His full-strength is also something you'll never wished you'll fight against. Never known to defeat, even in the Midgard. Despite of that power, he never did use it, because he might went too far and end up releasing what's inside his left head. He always hates slavery, and always wanted to destroy the cruel masters of slaves with no mercy, because he was once one. It is said that his maker, the one he calls "Mother" was also once a slave, and killed right in front of his eyes. At that time, he grows hatred for evil--the humans--and slavery. Ever since he rise in this world, none have ever matched his powers, except those who holds the bonding contract with him. Even so, those who holds it with wrong way of treating him, always end up demolished with his own hands, without any mercy, man or woman, youngster or elderly, son or father, daughter or mother, weak or strong. Ever since then, it is known that people known him as a fierce God that will destroy anyone who tries to "contain" him without the strength that can repel his wrath. He is truly not someone who appears and protect the weak at that time. Now, he has fully awakened, and planned on not returning, and still keeping his hatred to slavery.

One day, he was brought to the Canvas Ranger corp. and was told to help them. Almost instantly, he would answer no, but he keep it instead. He then reconsider, and accepts the offer under one rule; they would not use his power to gain more power, in other words, he cannot be used for the main firepower. The corp. don't really understand at first, but accepts the deal and put him in the support division. His supporting ability is offensive, but he will not appear on a normal order, but he needs to be summoned instead of a standard emergency call.

-Fondue Fountain-
Formerly a shop that sells building materials, from cheap and common ones until the rarest and expensive ones. Changed into a cafe ever since a UFO crashed to it, ruining more than half of the shop. The UFO was owned by Ey L Palido, an alien from the canvas planet, and lost her colors because the crash made her splashed by cans of turpentine. After changed the shop, Olympus named it "Fondue Fountain", since in this place, awhile before made into a cafe, is a place that sells high quality cocoa that you'll never find anywhere else. He turned it into a cafe, since some people asked him to made some, and since then, he turned it into a cafe for everyone. In the back garden, it was actually a garden specially made for cocoa. Even though there's still other ingredients, the cocoa dominates the garden for the most. This garden has a place for tea, and it is used by Olympus to start the "Golem Tea Party", a small event for any of the rangers, heroes or villains. This is made possible because he cannot tolerate any chaos occurs in his territory, especially in his Fondue Fountain. The Fondue Fountain's building is small if you see it up front, and just looked like any other small cafe. But if you walk on to the garden, and follow the track for awhile, you'll find the true "House of Olympus", which is more like a mansion than a house. This mansion, is actually made by the last owner, Ki Badra, as a shelter for his whole family, but he's all alone because his family was hunted down by some sort of organization, and he passed away awhile after he found Olympus, so the mansion is left just like that. It's an enormous mansion, complete with an observation room right on the top, but Olympus moved it to the garden as a lookout and changed the observation room into a helicopter hangar. The rest of the room is just filled with a few people, and there's still plenty of empty room. The observational function of the mansion is now made into an observation tower right in the cocoa forest.

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-Current relation:

[>The Olympus Family<]
Olympus punya 5 anak, 4 cewek dan 1 cowok, ditambah 1 cicit dan 2 keponakan

>The Olympus Maidens_{*sebutan norak *}
[Para OC yang berstatus "keluarga/anak/cucu/keponakan perempuan" dari Olympus]

Schnapper "Nap" - Anak pertama Olympus
Olympus nemuin dia pas lagi sekarat, lalu kabur karena takut dikira yang ngancurin tangannya. Pas ketemu lagi di cafenya, si Nap diangkat anak sama si Olympus(jangan tanya gimana kesan mereka pas ketemu)

Fallecimiento Melodia - Sebenarnya awalnya gak ada hubungan apa2, cuma Falleci aslinya mau ngerusuh, dengan kedok pura2 jadi musisi di FF. Falleci sendiri selalu waspada dengan Olympus, karena dia kesulitan untuk mencari cara untuk menembus 'kulit' Olympus yang murni Titanium. Tapi sejak tahu si Avra itu anaknya Olympus, secara terpaksa dia ikut2 jadi anaknya Olympus

Negher Gavrani - Entah gimana Avra bisa jadi anaknya Olympus, kemungkinan Olympus nemuin Avra dalam bentuk gagak, dan tiba2 brubah jadi berwujud orang. Seketika itu, Olympus teringat tentang seorang anak yang lahir dari bambu, jadi diangkatlah Avra jadi anak Olympus. Yang jelas, dalam hal urutan, Avra tergolong anak kedua yang jadi kakaknya Nap XD

Adriane Wijaya - Sama seperti Avra, Adriane juga sebenarnya gak begitu jelas gimana bisa jadi anaknya Olympus. Kejadiannya berlangsung cepat dan singkat, diawali dengan tawaran Olympus ke Adriane untuk jadi anaknya, dan langsung dijawab "ya" sama si Adriane. Sejak saat itu, Adriane jadi anaknya Olympus

Rosetta Vandino - Cicit Olympus
Anggota keluarganya yang laki2 semua terjun ke medan perang, sampe kakeknya juga. Sebagai pengingat, Rosetta dikasih helikopter Apache sama kakek(asli)nya. Tapi karena tetep gak ada temen, dia ditemuin Olympus dan diminta jadi pengganti(temporary ) kakeknya XD

Xaviera Eleanor - Keponakan Olympus yang sering menghilang entah kemana
Masih bingung sampe sekarang, sebenarnya yang ngajak jadi paman/keponakan angkat itu siapa Olympus sendiri gak gitu mikirin, yang jelas dia seneng ada keponakan*kakek turun pangkat jadi om*



>Olympus Gentlemen Apprentice_{*makin norak *}
[OC yang sering diajari gimana cara jadi gentleman yang bener _{ala golem}]

Ferryl Alderinne - Keponakan laki2 Olympus(akhirnya cowo) yang sering diomelin Olympus karena sering belepotan kl makan dan gak kaya gentleman
Sering diajarin bagaimana menjadi gentleman(ala golem tentunya ) dan sering juga dipinjemin grand piano nya Olympus XD

Bedivere - Anak kelima Olympus! Dia merupakan satu-satunya "anak cowok" di 'keluarga' Olympus. Sering dibully sama kakak2 ceweknya karena penampilannya sungguh feminim Terkadang kena masalah karena penampilannya yang bener2 kaya cewek, dan sering ngebantu beres2 CH dalam soal dekorasi bunga, dsb jadi sering dikira cewek beneran dan kena masalah Memang sih, itu juga tidak lepas dari Olympus sendiri yang nyuruh si Bed pake seragam khusus cewek selagi dai kerja di cafe



[>Fondue Fountain Employees & Apprentices<]
[Para karyawan dan murid2 di FF ]

Noteno Molla - Karyawan pertama pas cafe nya dibuka XD
Terselamatkan karena pas itu dia kerja sendiri dan gak ada yang bantu "orz

Ren the Rainbowzord - Entah bagaimana Olympus bisa ketemu si Ren, tapi memang pada saat itu Olympus kekurangan bantuan dalam hal pengiriman barang. Walau Olympus mampu bawa muatan 2 truk, tetep aja dia sendirian, yang lain perlu pake jasa angkut atau yang lainnya. Pas Olympus ketemu Ren, belum mau nawarin, Ren sudah nawarin duluan XD Otomatis Olympus nerima Ren langsung~ Yang jadi masalah, dia dan Ren sama2 gede powernya, jadi kadang ada masalah dalam hal barang pecah belah =n=;

Tsubasa - Namanya anak muda~ Tsubasa saat itu sedang butuh biaya tambahan, jadi dia minta kerja di tempat Olympus~ Gak full, part-timer =n=a
Tapi sesekali, bisa dilihat tangannya berdarah2 setelah masak, Olympus masih bingung apa sebenarnya yang dibikin si Tsubasa.

Flynn Fransisca - Olympus menerima Flynn untuk diajari masak, karena Flynn gak bisa masak. Sebagai gantinya, skill masak yang diajari digunakan juga sekalian untuk membantu Olympus di cafe nya. Olympus ngajari Flynn untuk memasak sambil menggunakan skill yang dimilikinya, yaitu skill mengendalikan api dan es _{yang mana Olympus kadan jelly karena bisa dengan mudah memanaskan dan mendinginkan}

Hanami Kuzahara - Namanya Fleur, Felursava Prateria, tapi Olympus pertama kali denger namanya Hanami Kuzahara, jadi Olympus manggil dia dengan nama itu. Dia termasuk salah satu langganan di FF, tapi dia lebih sering kesana buat belajar masak

Benjamin Daenzibel - Benzi sempet berkunjung beberapa kali sebelumnya ke cafe Olympus, dan minat kerja disana. Beberapa kali Olympus bingung mau kasih kerjaan apa ke dia, dan pada akhirnya ditetapkan ke bagian yang masih longgar, yaitu sebagai penjaga kebun(hutan sih) coklatnya dia XD Konon katanya coklat di kebun(hutan) ini mentahnya berharga cukup tinggi, jadi sering ada maling yang masuk dan nyolong coklatnya. Olympus sebenarnya mau ngasih, tapi dia gak terima maling, jadi bareng2 Benzi, dia ngejaga kebun(hutan) coklatnya dari maling =n=a

Fleur Frois - Olympus(lebih tepatnya si Fleur) ketemu sama si Fleur pas lagi sendirian di taman malem2. Pas itu dia baru selesai melakukan suatu ritual "pelepasan jiwa" karena kakek2 yang nolong dia baru meninggal. Agak hujan2 dikit, tapi dia butuh waktu sendiri untuk sesaat. Pas itulah, Fleur ngiranya bakal dingin sendirian, dan ngasih scarf hidup yang sekarang dipake. Scarf itu sebenarnya memiliki bentuk asli seekor naga berjenis wyrm. Pada saat itu, ada sebuah spirit yang terus mengikuti Olympus setiap kali dia bangkit, dan memutuskan untuk memasukkan spirit itu kedalam scarf tersebut, agar lebih mudah untuk berkomunikasi.

Devina - Sebenarnya Olympus ngajak Devina buat nyoba kerja di cafe nya Olympus, tapi entah bagaimana atau apa yang dipikirin Devina, dia selalu nyampur macem2 dan berakhir ngeberes2 dapur sambil diomelin Olympus

Gaoh Fredian - Olympus punya satu program promosional kecil2an buat anak2, yaitu Tur Coklat, dimana nanti anak2 akan ditunjukkan dari tanaman coklat hingga pemrosesan coklat yang menghasilkan bermacam2 rasa coklat. Walau dikhususkan untuk anak2, tapi sebenarnya dibuka untuk umum, jadi siapapun bisa ikut. Nah yang jadi masalah, Olympus sudah lumayan sibuk ngurusi cafe nya, jadi butuh orang buat jadi pembina tur nya. "Orang pertama yang nawar jadi pembina!" gitu yang dipasang di selebaran. Dan yang melamar jadi pembina tur coklat adalah...... Gaoh

Rena - Daritadi yang nongol yang masak2 kan, nah Rena tiba2 muncul untuk membantu Olympus sebagai MAID /membayangkan Rena pake baju maid /slap

Neo Milky - Lalu, setelah ada maid, kita tambahkan CLEANING SERVICE! Tapi kasian ya, sendirian membersihkan ruangan /menyengsarakan /slap

Zee - Zee sebenarnya bukan part-timer, cuma seneng ngebantu2 dikit aja mumpung lagi di cafe sambil belajar masak. Masalahnya, bantuan yang diberikannya kadang agak menyeramkan karena bisa tiba2 nongol tanpa izin dulu, seperti gratisan dadakan gak tanggung2

Fied White - Koki tulen Bener2 bisa masak dan diandalkan, jadi Olympus mempercayakan dapurnya ke Fied pada beberapa kesempatan. Walau sebenarnya masalah utama dari Fied itu dia terkesan fragile dan sakit2an, jadi Olympus agak khawatir ngebiarin dia kerja full

Medley - Medley sebenarnya bukan pegawai tetap, cuma dia punya kelebihan dalam hal mesin2 dan elektronik, jadi Olympus langganan ke dia untuk maintenance generator FF nya

Zovan Padmawijaja - Sama seperti Medley, Zovan juga bukan pegawai tetap, malah dia resminya di toko kue milik Periwinkle dan resto nya Delice, tapi dia sering ke tempatnya Olympus buat beli bahan baku, kurir bahan baku. Sebagai gantinya, Zovan dititipi Olympus untuk ngebawain beberapa bahan baku juga, jadi saling membantu



[>Meet the people<]
[Orang2 yang terhubung dengan Olympus karena satu dan lain hal /sok formal ]

>Customer Service
[Sepertinya banyak yang jadi langganan di tempatnya Olympus, dan masing2 pelanggan memiliki cara tersendiri untuk meninggalkan kesan di FF ]

Klee Rundvier Fuilles - Klee sebenarnya berawal sebagai pelanggan biasa di FF, tapi dia anak yang sepertinya seneng banget bersenang senang dimanapun dia berada, menjadikan interior cafe FF menjadi taman clover

Luce - Mau dibilang berkesan, bingung kesannya apaan, mau dibilang gak ada kesan juga nggak bener juga, karena Luce salah satu langganan yang dikenal Olympus, tapi dia kelewat kalem untuk dibilang unik. Seperti bilang "dia itu saking kalemnya jadi unik" /bingung sendiri

Ixora & Ixano + Rokoz - Si kembar sering dateng ke tempatnya Olympus dengan alasan nyari permen atau cake buat dibawa pulang, tapi pada akhirnya mereka jadi kesenengan dan sering manjat2 dan gelayutan di Olympus Olympus sendiri nggak ngerasa terganggu, tapi Rokoz yang ikut bareng mereka yang ngerasa gak enak sama Olympus, jadi pada akhirnya Rokoz pun ikutan nungguin si kembar selese main, sekalian buat ngejagain, karena dia ngerasa gak enak ninggalin si kembar gangguin Olympus(walaupun udah dibilangin dia gak masalah). Dan terkadang Rokoz jadi ikut terseret ngebantu2 cafe nya /kesempatan

Asahi Suzuki - Dia tipe pelanggan yang dianggep Olympus tergolong aneh dan lucu, karena dia sering dateng berkunjung gak cuma pesen, tapi juga ngeliatin kerjaannya Olympus pas lagi giliran masak dan berakhir ngiri karena dia gak bisa masak

Red Bloodslinger - Dibilang pelanggan memang cocok, tapi untuk menghadapi pelanggan satu ini, Olympus memasang kartu "RESERVED" di salah satu meja pelanggan, sampe bikin cerita tentang penunggu meja satu itu. Kenapa? Karena Red selalu datang di waktu yang sama, duduk di tempat yang sama, dan selalu memesan menu yang sama. Dan Olympus lebih heran lagi karena dia kl sudah selesai, langsung berangkat pulang gak pake bayar. Karena yang beginian cuma Red doang, jadi dibiarin sama Olympus, malah jadi bahan guyonan dan tebak2an dia bakal datang atau selese kaya gimana

>Joint Combo
[Joint attack yang bisa dilakukan saat bertarung bersama orang lain ]

MukeLecek - [Bathara Guru - Wahana: Del-man Crush]
Olympus punya jet di punggung dan kakinya, biasanya dipake buat perjalanan jarak jauh, tapi seringnya dipake buat Titan Impact, full-speed charge ke musuh. Kekuatan dan kecepatan charge itu digabungkan dengan kekuatan keris beam milik ML, jadilah kekuatan impact yang lebih dahsyat dari biasanya

Rion - [Titan Armor: "Hotee"]
Titanium khusus yang reinforced dengan golemium, material khusus yang terkandung di Olympus digunakan untuk membuat armor suit khusus untuk Rion. Ringan, kuat, dan banyak fungsinya Asal jangan bayangin macem2 yeh

>The People Story
[Orang2 yang ketemu karena suatu event dan keadaan dan berakhir nyambung deh ]

Leru & Ey L. Palido - Awalnya Fondue Fountain itu adalah sebuah toko bangungan, yang aslinya adalah milik seseorang yang telah menunggu kemunculan Olympus. Leru sering disuruh beli bahan bangunan, tapi Olympus gak tau buat apa aja, yang jelas kebanyakan yang dibeli itu cat Tapi pada suatu hari, sebuah UFO jatuh menabrak toko bangunan tersebut. Ey keluar dari UFO nya, lagi mau ditolongin Olympus, malah jadi panik dan lari meninggalkan lokasi dengan warna tubuhnya yang luntur karena thinner.Karena tokonya rusak berat, jadi harus dimodel ulang, dan karena persediaan barang2 bangunannya sebagian besar rusak, jadi sisanya digunakan untuk renovasi dan membanting setir usaha dari toko bangunan jadi cafe

Gildvorn Hellavion - Vo seneng masak, sama kaya Olympus. Jadi terkadang mereka diskusi soal masakan dan resep2 segala macem. Masalahnya, karena mereka ada di kubu yang berbeda kadang mereka berantem.... Dengan masak

Fos Ilios - Fos sering dateng ke tempatnya Olympus untuk minum teh, sekedar bersantai dan menenangkan diri, karena marah2 dan emosi disebut2 tua cebol /terbakar _{Atau terkadang Fos jadi tsun gara2 si Vo lagi di tempatnya Olympus juga}

Emily - Emily kl secara awam mungkin dianggap mengganggu, karena sering ngambilin buah coklat di kebun coklatnya. Masalahnya, Emily sering ketangkep sama Olympus, dan buah2 coklatnya diambil buat diproses, jadi kaya Emily dibiarin ngambil buat panen

Kuro-D - Quote dari Olympus : "Saya heran, ada ya orang yang nyerang dengan berubah jadi daruma dan mijet2 kepala saya bolak balik, frustasi, lalu tiba2 berubah balik dan nendangin pake kakinya sendiri, setelah itu langsung lari pulang kesakitan"

Rappie Regina Angelium - Olympus punya kekuatan untuk mengendalikan berbagai jenis mineral logam, dan Rappie pada suatu hari dateng untuk minta dibenerin Disk Jockey nya, lalu berakhir ngobrol soal masakan

Ray Jumonji - Pas Ray ketemu Olympus, dia merasa tertarik melihat ada robot bisa macem2 dan terkesan sangat hidup. Dia mendatangi Olympus untuk mencari data dan menelitinya, tapi Olympus sudah ngomong ke Ray kl dia bukan robot, tapi Ray tetep ngotot untuk menelitinya, jadi kadang Olympus ngikut aja ngejalani tes dan penelitiannya Ray(yang gak jarang bisa berakhir kacau)

Krats Amarok - "Sepertinya dari kemaren ada yang ngekor terus ya, tapi saya tidak merasakan ada sesuatu yang buruk. Setidaknya gak berbahaya atau membahayakan, jadi gak masalah~" -Olympus

HSAM-GHAST - Olympus sempet ngeliat GHAST dari kejauhan, sepertinya ngejaga jarak dari dia. Olympus sempet mikir dia ngapain, tapi asalkan nggak berniat buruk, nggak akan ada masalah. GHAST sendiri sebenarnya menyusun perimeter aman dari Olympus, karena gap kekuatan antara GHAST dengan Olympus terlalu jauh. Olympus sendiri gak tau soal itu, dan malah manggil GHAST dengan panggilan "Hisam" pas ketemu beberapa kali.

Airia Fortineri - Airia punya skill yang agak mirip dengan skill nya Olympus, yaitu tipe yang mengendalikan metal. Karena skill yang mirip inilah, Airia merasa tertarik untuk mengenal lebih dekat ke Olympus(jangan mikir kemana2 dulu). Olympus pun pada akhirnya terbawa untuk menjaga Airia karena dia dianggap Olympus seperti anak yang terlalu fragile dengan skill yang dimilikinya.

Illumiel Trulyworth -  Olympus sudah ada sejak dulu, terbentuk_{lebih tepatnya "terdampar"} di daratan Bumi bagian Pangaea, sekitar bagian timurnya. Fisiknya sangat tidak stabil, jadi tubuhnya sering hancur lagi, tapi bisa disatukan lagi, walau pada akhirnya dia gak bisa menutupi kerapuhan tubuhnya. Tidak merasakan sakit, pada akhirnya dia membiarkan dirinya terus2an runtuh dan terbentuk lagi di suatu tempat yang asing, partikel2nya terbawa angin dan terpindahkan kemana2, hingga akhirnya sepasang summoner membangkitkan Olympus dengan tubuhnya yang sempurna dan tidak rapuh, terikat dengan kekuatan mereka. Tapi sejak itu, banyak orang yang mengincar Olympus karena kekuatannya, membuatnya terus2an menggunakan segel untuk menghancurkan partikel tubuhnya dan tersebar kembali ke Bumi. Pada segel terakhir, Olympus menggunakan 5 segel yang benar2 tidak mungkin ditembus begitu saja. Satu segel dapat menghabiskan lebih dari seribu abad untuk bisa dilepas. Tapi pada suatu malam, Miel muncul ke dunia Canvas Ranger, dan mendarat secara kebetulan di sebuah gua di dekat pantai yang keberadaannya seharusnya tidak pernah ada. Disitulah Miel tidak sengaja melepas semua segel Olympus dan seketika Olympus langsung bangkit dari kejauhan di laut, tapi sesaat kemudian hancur lagi dan partikelnya tersebar lagi hingga mencapai Monas, tempat dia benar2 bangkit untuk terakhir kalinya. Miel sempat melihat Olympus, tapi bentuk saat dia bangkit berbeda dengan saat dia sekarang, jadi Miel tidak sadar dialah yang membangkitkan Olympus untuk terakhir kalinya.

Marzo Polo - Olympus ketemu sama Polo saat ada perampok kabur lewat depan FF dan menembak seorang anak kecil. Olympus saat mau menyambut anak itu, tiba2 langsung murka dan menghantam para perampok tersebut. Mereka dikejar dan dihajar habis2an, hingga tiba2 Polo datang menghentikan Olympus dengan cara dilempar mundur, karena cuma itu cara terbaik menghentikan Olympus saat itu. Setelah dibilang anak itu masih bisa selamat, Olympus langsung membiarkan perampok itu diurus oleh orang yang tidak dikenalnya, dan langsung membawa anak itu ke RS terdekat. Setelah anak itu sembuh kembali, Olympus teringat dengan seseorang yang dia khawatirkan adalah salah satu yang mengincar kekuatannya, melihat dia bisa melemparnya dengan mudah_{ndak sengaja, suer :Y} dan langsung berpikir dia bukan manusia, tapi tetap saja ada kemungkinan ancaman. Setelah ditelusuri, ternyata dia ikut menjadi salah satu agen dari Hero, dan Olympus langsung merasa sedikit lebih lega dan menawarkan untuk tinggal di tempatnya karena Polo belum punya tempat tinggal. Hingga saat ini, terkadang Polo ikut membantu Olympus saat dia mengerjakan misi.


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Masih ada beberapa yang belum saya masukin karena perubahan kondisi ID mereka atau semacamnya. Ada juga yang dulu pernah ada, tapi lupa dikonfirmasiin, dan sepertinya ada yang saya masukin tapi dari sononya blom masukin, jadi tolong ingatkan saya kl ada yang kaya gitu

Markers:
- Active user
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<sub>Ni jurnal bekas apaan dah hapus aja XD

Karena kayanya kl digabung di bio nya jadi panjang banget, jadi di dump disini aja dah~
Lagian juga karena ini bahasa Inggris, jadi agak ribet XD

Story :
-Chapter 1: Golemhood-
Very long time ago, known even far before Indonesia is known, people have known how to use magic. That is, when God still haven't banished their power to bear them. Even so, people who can really control them is rare, and considered strange. People who can bear magic sometimes called descendants of evil. People think even more to that way because they can create soul that is bound to their orders, and even worse, creating a cult of "Phantom Order", an order that contains strong wizards that summon golems as their minions. Golems are unique creatures. They are created through almost any material, and able to control the material they have. They are very useful soldiers, as they can't die that easily. If their body chipped off, they will absorb any similar materials to form back what they lost. Their body is also possible to be reformed, so some golems attacks by changing their forms. They are elemental creatures, so it's not easy just to bring them down, let alone defeating them. Their only weaknesses is that they have no freedom, they're bound to their masters, and they're mindless. They cannot disobey their master and live with their orders, therefore, if there's no orders, they will just return to what they were. Also, because they're elementals and created through magic, they're immune to any offensive magic, or worse, they will absorb it. So to defeat them, there's several ways. First, obviously, is to defeat the "dollmaster", or the wizard controlling them. By defeating the dollmaster, the bound of orders will be broken, and the golems will return back to what they were. Second is to break off the magic circle. This kind of golems are pretty old and rarely used, but the outcome could be so terrifying. These golems could live even without the dollmaster, but they could easily be defeated by breaking off the magic spell on it using some kind of reversal magic. Lastly, though it's rare, some golems can be defeated physically, like fire golems. Water magic might just vaporized, but physical water, like from rivers, seas, lake, etc could harm them well, because far before the humans learn about golems, wizards fight other wizards with their golem, and the belief that "golems can only be defeated by other golems" came out. Golems can defeat other golems because they have the same origin, therefore, they bear the same powers; the power to nullify other golems' bound. With all the knowledge known, and with the golems going all around, it is known that that old age is known as the "Golem Age".

-Chapter 2: Olympus, The Space Metal Golem-
In Golem Age, it is known that there's wizards that works alone, and some of them helps people. Among those wizards exists one female wizard, left alone by her dead male wizard partner. With the memento of her husband, she creates one last golem, a golem that will last forever and protects the world from chaos. She made this golem from a mineral found by her husband, a metal that none have ever seen. Stronger than steel, but its weight is so much lighter than it. But before that, she put one last material. She put one seed, a seed that is said to become the "food of the gods". She put it as a symbolic mix of her and her husband. When the golem have arise, she gave it the name "Origyne Magnus-Parros", meant to be "Origin of Great Gods", and shorten it to "Olympus". To make the golem "live", she put a bond to the Earth, so that this golem could live as freely as the Earth, with one condition; summoning. She made for him a unique seal so that not everyone can really use him just for anything unless the summoner he/herself that gave him orders. But it turns out to be much trickier than it is supposed to be. Right when he's risen, the wizard hunters managed to catch up, and about to destroy both the female wizard and him. The wizard has already set up her mind; if she died here, then it's decided. After one arrow stabbed through the heart, the golem enraged. He moved without any order and starts to stand for the wizard he called "mother". He stand fiercely like a knight stands for justice, like a person with a heroic soul step in to save others. He just moved and acted just like living, unlike any other golems, who will just stand there doing nothing and fell down after the dollmaster dies. After enraged for awhile, the female wizard explains as much as possible, and finally, passed out. Since then, he travels the world, and after he finds the right place to rest, he sealed himself. In the past, he was summoned so many times, and everytime he summoned, he always tried to break off the bonding pact given to him. It was supposed to be a pact to the Earth, but in the past, there's people who tried to get the pact changed to whoever summoned him. But making the pact that way only makes him even more ferocious, as he always tried to break off the bond which just end up sealed back. After a very long time rest, he finally awakened because of someone's call. In the past old years, he became harder and harder to became summoned, until it's totally impossible to summon him again. Now, he's successfully summoned, but he still didn't find the summoner. In the meantime, he tried to break off from his bond.

-Chapter 3: First Encounter-
The first time he awakened was on the parking lot of Monas, or Monumen Nasional of Jakarta. It startles the people around and even himself, as his memories told him that he was last seen sealed deep within the seas. The materials around isn't enough, so that's why when he was awakened, he just have his right hand. The titanic size was brief, as he couldn't move anywhere much with that size, and in the end, the body collapses and took almost three months to clean it up. He was running away from that body, taking a drastically small size to move; at about as huge as a soccer ball or basketball, between that. He moved around until at that night, it was raining. He see someone fighting on a corner. It was so silent and it just seem that the corner never exists. After one of them left, he took his civil form so that he won't be looked too strange to the person. He sees a girl, but at that time, he just don't know who's "he" and who's "she". Putting the confusion aside, he examined her and found out that the left hand was destroyed. It was the first encounter that took direct contact. At that time, it was the first time he was grateful that he have killed so many people back in the past; he knows what to do to kill, as well as to heal. He then forged some kind of metal coil to stop the bleeding and making the blood still moving through the veins to the heart as good as how the hand was. He put some part of himself, making it an Enchanted Metal, and the metal will grow just like it was a part of her hand. After he feels like it's enough for the first aid, he wanted to bring her to the hospital for further aid. But right when he wanted to take her, someone shouted and points to him. He quickly runs away, trying not to make too much problem and wrong thoughts. He runs and flies quickly, and lost in the rain. The girl he was saved was later known as Schnapper, The Red Scythe.

-Flashback Chapter: Sangkuriang, A Twist in Legend-
Indonesians should know about the story of Sangkuriang, a son who wants to marry her mother, Dayang Sumbi, who is said to be married to a dog. Yes, a dog, that four-legged creature you pet everyday at your garden. The story remains like so, and Olympus was actually take part of it, in this twist of legend. His weapon, Chandrasa, was a memento of Dayang Sumbi's real husband. He was died bravely when he tried to hold off the local kingdom's soldiers, trying to protect their house. Olympus only managed to save Dayang Sumbi and her son-still not born-to somewhere deeper in the forest along with their guard dog. Olympus then said to her that in time, the kingdom will then expand their land again and her son and her life will be in danger, so he sworn himself to her husband to protect Dayang Sumbi and her child from any harm until the child is strong enough to protect Dayang Sumbi. Olympus protects Dayang Sumbi with one condition; he cannot be known by more than 5 people beside her and her child. Dayang SUmbi agreed, and then Olympus left to hide himself, but still watching Dayang Sumbi. Dayang Sumbi have a memento from her husband; a silk scarf. It is known as silk because Dayang Sumbi often let it fell off to the ground because it's so smooth that even when it fell off so many times, no dirt ever stain it. She used it to carry some veggies and fruits, because all dirts will be washed away when you carry it with the scarf. While Dayang Sumbi is collecting some veggies and fruits, the dog is often left the place to hunt for some rabbits for her. One time, her scarf fell off the hut, and she was actually not that moody to move, so she entertain herself by saying "Whoever that take the scarf for me will be my husband" and mumbles "though no one will take it except me...". At that time, Olympus felt guilty for leaving her alone in the forest for a long time. It is true that he kept all harm away for all these time, but he actually never visit Dayang Sumbi even once, and he realized that. But when he wanted to answer the "contest", the dog took the scarf and returned it to Dayang Sumbi. Seeing that, Olympus chuckled for the first time. But not so far from there, a villager watched the entire event, but because he was so surprised and didn't hear the mumbles, he ran away right after that. He didn't see the event afterwards. Dayang Sumbi took the scarf, and said to the dog "It's so kind of you, but we've been like a family and you're a dog, so we can't be together". Seeing that, Olympus chuckled even harder. It is the first moment he enjoyed something. Years later, the child birthed. Dayang Sumbi gave the boy's name Sangkuriang, as her husband asked. As he grow, he learned how to hunt rabbits and some deers. One day, the dog died because of age and was attacked by a surprised deer. A trap that didn't go well surprises the deer, and gave a strong charge to the dog. Sangkuriang returned home with the dog's corpse. He cried because the dog that protected them all this time is now gone. Dayang Sumbi then asked him to be strong, and wipe his tears. She asked him to find Olympus, and train along with him. Sangkuriang then run away from there, trying to find Olympus. From far away, it looked like a mother expelled her son, and the villager concludes it that the son killed his "father", and the mother got angry because of it. Years later, Sangkuriang has became so strong, and returned home to her mother. He knew his mother have eternal youth, but he witnessed and realized it just now. He said it almost ten times that she's so beautiful that even angels will use their feathers to close their face. Dayang Sumbi then asked Sangkuriang to make a boat for them to leave the place, as Olympus said before, the kingdom might try to expand their land again, so they have to leave the place. Sangkuriang agreed, and left to make a boat. But despite of the great strength he have, he can't really make a decent boat. He got pissed over the failures, and kicked some of them off. Olympus offered a little help; the skill and secrets in making a boat. He also said that if you made it bigger, you can work on better details so it might be easier to made. In return, he asked a direction to "Gubuk Tombak", a place where Ki Gendhing Sudarsono live. Sangkuriang said to Olympus to climb a mountain nearby, and look for a sparkling tree, as he heard from someone when he was on the way. Olympus then thanked Sangkuriang, and climbed the mountain. The mountain was known as "Bukit Tombak" or "Spearhead Pass". He climbed it up high until he found a sparkling tree. On the same time, Sangkuriang got another failure after he made it so big and took him the whole night. He kicked it so strong and headed right to the Spearhead Pass, right to Olympus. The boat crashed to pieces, and Olympus got startled, and almost going to slip down the pass. He accidentally activated his chest's crystal beam and destroyed the whole pass and the mountain, once seen like a spearhead, now seen like an upside-down boat. A villager who see it amazed and surprised. Olympus quickly run down, and met Sangkuriang and Dayang Sumbi. He then said he will help for the boat, and made it a simple one, but sturdy enough for them to travel far away. After they left, the villagers now believe that the boat kicked by Sangkuriang now became a mountain, and thus became the name "Tangkuban Perahu". Olympus, the culprit, was just kept it secret, and visits Ki Gendhing Sudarsono to get his next orders. Until this time, he didn't realize that the legend of Tangkuban Perahu exists.</sub>

Well, I guess, I put up too many laughter types....
Here's some list so that you didn't get confused XD

1. Zahahahahaha - [Normal]

2. Grahahahahaha - [Heavier type, normal]

3. Gragagagaga - [Harder, stronger laugh. Usually at something really funny or just being sinister]

4. Zhagagagagaga - [Quite like before, just a little bit relaxed]

5. Hrrahahahaha - [A laugh used for a really relaxed times]

6. Zuhohohohoho/Zohahahahahaha - [As same as "Mwahahahahahaha" or "Mfufufufufufu"]

Zaha, I just don't have that much will to pack it all into one "rofl" that often XD

Uwaaaa....
Being an admin in #Canvas-rangeR is surprisingly much more harder than when it was just a normal account....
I want to draw something, but there goes art block_{serious for this time "orz}, and when I found an idea, there's a report that there's something that I have to do in the group because the other admin forgot to do it.
Can't blame them, the growth of the group is intensely fast anyway =.=;

Pengen disambi maen emulator NDS, tapi sambil nungguin grup ternyata susah juga...
Ditinggal maen bentar, pas balik liat sapa aja yang manggil, 2-3 halaman yang nyaut "orz
Tambah lagi, tugas gallery yang bikin mondar-mandir terus....
In the end, the day ends with a sleep that forgets everything "orz
Yang bikin repot, Rabu besok ngurus key-in RAS...
Harus royokan nih =.=

I wanna draw the art block monsters....
I wanna draw the human form Olympus....
I wanna draw many things....
I wanna do more photoshoots....
[Music Library changed : Arrival to Earth - Transformers]
Uwoooooo!!!!!
Cepet ngurus semua trus balike ke kamar!
_{*Moga2 ga berujung tidur =.=*}

Lastly, have a look at our group, the #Canvas-rangeR~
It's actually Indonesia only, but feel free to look around, we always open to visitors~
There's a secret discussion about making the group to go international, but some still said that this group is better be Indonesia only for the moment, so yeah.
It's been hard enough to manage the Indonesia-only, we doesn't seem to be that strong to manage more from the outside "orz

In making a piece, whether it be a statue, a drawing, a writing, or anything it could be, one's state have to remain stable and focused.
It might be really different, but in my view, it's just similar to the way of a great samurai or the balance of harmony and focus in kung fu.

But still....
Why can't I draw clothes well?!
Whenever I tried to draw threads...
It turns into wires!
Whenever I tried to draw cloth...
It turns into metal plates!
Whenever I tried to draw hats....
It turns into helmets!
And whenever I tried to draw buttons and accessories....
In the end, it turns into gears and weapons....
Seriously, how to draw clothes that's good enough to see?
I tried to imitate some clothes and modify it myself, but...
Do I need to repeat it again?
So, this year's lesson would be clothes!
As simple as I could is fine, as long as it doesn't look like an old, plain towel put on someone's body as an outfit "orz
Gotta learn things in a slow and steady motion.

I also have troubles in drawing females too.
Well, you see, most of what I draw is what I have touched.
For men, it'll be fine, as I myself "have" those, you get the idea.
Then to draw female characters... Do I need to explain it?

As an otaku, I always been told by my otaku friends I am a strange one.
(To be said strange even by the nation the world always deny, how do you think you feel?)
Why? Well, world's general view of otakus, especially the males, are the ones who collect female figurines, some sort of that, until his "otaku room" feels like a girl anime lover's room. I don't know where this kind of general view came from, but that's how I see those people thinks.
In my case, it's almost entirely different. Though I've stated myself an otaku, those people said I'm just a hobbyist. Simple; because I seek for the mechas instead. Even when I'm looking for a female figure, all that took my interest is going to be the weapon she wield, or the truth that she's non-human, always a gynoid, for this case. An otaku's room and a hobbyist's room is slightly different, which is sometimes hard to notice, if the case is just like mine, otherwise they'll say even ridiculous things for what otakus should be compared to; girls. Damn those people, they're just too shallow.
Anyway, the point is, I'm not a hobbyist. I'm an otaku, freshly realized by myself. Well, maybe you can compare me to a hobbyist, but I'm still saying I'm an otaku. Could be proved by the truth that I defend the otakus whenever they're called like, maniac. I can't defend the hobbyist, since I'm not one, and if I do, I'm not the one to talk; I'll have no idea what should I said. But as an otaku, I have more than plenty to defend my brethren. Proud to be one's actually pretty hard

.........
... New year....
.......
... Anything worse?

Right.
I've had enough.
In simple and more common word, it'll be a hiatus.
Right.
Enough.

This week, we're planning to pay a visit to our grandmother, our 'Queen Bee'.
She's been sick since Friday, so we're going to give her a surprise visit.
My brother and sister couldn't come if it's on this exact week, so we're planning to get the time, as fast as we can.
My mother went off first on Monday. On Tuesday, my father bought three train tickets, for me him, and my brother. Suddenly, my brother said he couldn't let go of his school. Makes sense, he's 3rd grade middle school, and it's a little bit more to the final exam for him. As for me, of course I can. Besides, this Friday is a national holiday, and I have no lecture at all every Saturday, so I take it. But when we discussed the time, in the end, I refused to come. Why? I can only get one day to meet grandmother. I'd say it's not enough. "If it's just for one day and then I took another train to return back home, then I'd rather not come. It's just like any other people's visit; take a look, chat a little bit, and went off back home. Too plain, I wanted more time with her" That's what I want. I have too many worries, so if I only get one day-it even just around 8 hours-to meet her, I'd better leave it to my mother. So it's decided, this week, it's just my father that come along to my mother and grandmother. He then went of to the train station with my sister to return the other two tickets, until suddenly...

It was around 3.30 pm, my father's still on the station, I'm at home with my brother. Myself, added with mixed feelings. It was actually pretty quiet, until the phone's ring breaks the silence. It was my father, he just asked me if everyone's at home, followed with the words I've never wished to hear. "Bang, siap2 sekarang, bisa kan? Kita berangkat sekarang, eyang seda" Literally means, "Pack yourself right away, we'll depart today. Your grandmother's passed away". I don't know if it's shock or something, but for a short duration, it's like, there's something pulled my mouth to smile. If seen, not an ordinary smile, it was a smile of unbelieving. I know myself, I feel sad, but somehow, I just couldn't cry. I didn't hold it, it's just, well, didn't flowed. But even though so, for this one time, after those long long years, my tears finally came out. I didn't hold, I don't really feel boo-hoo-hoo or something. It just flowed, and keep on running until I've fully prepared. When my father returned home, he took his luggage, I took mine, and then we went off to the train. My father swapped all the tickets into two 4 pm train. Lucky that there's still some left.

We arrived on around 10-11 pm, went straight to my grandmother's place. She's there, inside the coffin. Everything's done, all the things that we supposed to do, it's all done. We're just a bit late. Don't really know, but I guess it's good for me, because I don't know if I can stand to see her outside the coffin. We prayed and read some prayers that night, at that moment. I lead the prayers, just in that short, small moment. I hear some stories about people who died have their own scent, the scent of their life. Well, in that very moment, I experienced it. Jasmine. Yep, jasmine. I know most Indonesians, especially Javanese, uses jasmine for the 'dead fragrance', but as I know, it never smell this strong. And it's different than any other ceremonial jasmine scent, this one's... Unique... It's just as if she's still there with us all, watching everyone, alongside with my grandfather. So, well, we took her to the cemetery on the morning. I became the carrier. I admit, the coffin's so heavy, but strangely enough, for that long time, I didn't feel tired. In fact, it just felt like, lighter and lighter. The condition about the rest is just too hard to explain, so I just leave it as 'it went well'.

About how she died... Well, almost no one witness it, except my mother. She's the youngest child from my grandmother, and she don't really understand what to do, since she don't really ever experienced something like that. She's the only one who's still on my grandmother's side, until the very end. Knowing this, I just can only said to myself, trying and wishing that she'll hear, "Sorry I'm late". That's all in my mind, up until now.

Grandmother... I'm sorry that I'm late...

Oho~
Akhirnya bisa berangkat juga~
Satu2nya event tahunan yang selalu didatengin XD
Agak kurang menyenangkan sih, karena lebih kurang seru stand nya....
Cuma ada makanan, minuman, sama baju -.-"
Mana hobbies section nyaaaaaa???? "orz
Dulu dah keren tuh, pake kontes plamo segala, dah dahsyat, tapi tahun ini kurang meriah rasanya....
Mudah2an tahun besok lebih mending~

Ah, iya, sempet nemu juga dua karyanya di lantai 2, entah pas itu orangnya lagi disana atau nggak XD
Atau malah dia emang ga disana? O.O;

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Trus ni baru buka Opera, biasa ada tab dibiarin kebuka, gak di close dulu sebelum dimatiin.
Kayanya bapak baru pake(buset, kuliat dA nya juga masih kebuka ), trus liat ada ini [link] .
Ya elaaaaah, ada ikan gitu kok geger... Ketauan banget kl kita ini pengetahuan sepele tentang hewan2 khususnya ikan2 untuk para nelayan itu dikit buanget.
Ini tu lo, ikan hias karnivora, yang kl kolektor orang Jawa bilangnya "Iwak Boyo" atau Ikan Buaya. Ya bener namanya, dalam bahasa Inggrisnya, itu namanya Alligator Gar, infonya ada di Wikipedia [link]
Sampe dikeramatin segala... Di Wikipedia dah ditulis, di Texas dan Louisiana dipake buat makanan tuh =.="

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Day 2
Hari kedua gak sempet dateng pas awal banget, karena hujan bolak-balik. Tapi masih sempet liat2 beberapa cosplay nya.
Gak terlalu banyak hal yang sempet diliat sih, ada turnamen Yu-Gi-Oh, ada juga lomba rubik, yang bener2 godspeed XD
Hari kedua pake 2 gedung, makanya pas pertama kesana kok kirain orang2 sepi banget, akhirnya baru keinget event utamanya ada di gedung satunya lagi XD
Sampe abis, masih blom nemu "orz
Overall nya, masih lebih seru yang tahun lalu...

Because it seems that I put too many serious topics in my journals -.-"

Discovered this in 's old journal XD

Directions: Put an "X" in everything you fear. (Simple right?!)

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling !

If you get more than 20, you're paranoid.

If you get 10- 20 then you are normal.

If you get 10 or less you're fearless.


I Fear…
[] the dark
[] staying single forever
[] being a parent
[] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others
[] empty/open spaces
[] closed spaces
[] heights
[] black cats
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[] spiders
[] flowers or other plants
[x] being touched (especially with opposite gender)
[] fire
[x] deep water (can't move)
[] lakes
[] silk
[] the ocean
[x] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] mice/rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow
[] rain
[] heavy wind
[] crossing hanging bridges
[] death
[] heaven
[] being robbed
[] falling off high ledges
[] clowns
[] large crowds of people
[] men
[x] women (somehow there's a feeling like so)
[] having great responsibilities
[] doctors, including dentists
[] tornadoes
[] hurricanes
[] incurable diseases
[] snakes
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] ghosts
[] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[] being alone
[] becoming blind
[] becoming deaf
[] growing up
[] monsters under my bed
[] creepy noises in the night
[] bee stings
[] not accomplishing my dreams/ goals
[] needles
[] blood
[] dinosaurs if they were alive
[] the welcome mat ?? I don't understand
[] high speeds
[] throwing up
[x] falling in love

My Total: 6


I fear 7 out of 71 common fears

What? So I'm fearless? I thought that's just in Mafia Wars XD

Because it seems that I'm so ignorance until I don't realize that they said that 2012 will be the last time of all beings in this world.
Do you believe in that?
I don't know though. Some said it's an accurate reading from Mayans, but still, I ever read a small topic, unpopular, and said that the world's end will be in 2006, but we still live almost 4 years after that. And I read some else that the end will be in 2050. And now there's 2012 came up to follow.

My question is, how could they came up with that prophecy? How could they believe</i> that it'll be the end? It's just as if that the humans are the ones that decides it all. I'd say, it's ridiculous. In what kind did God gave them the time? Did He really tell them? We did not know. All we know is that the one who could decide it all is only Him. If it'll be the end, how is it going to end? Because believe it or not, we muslims know how is it going to end. A little spoiler? It is said that there'll be a huge fire in two lands, one is Yaman, and the other one I've forgotten, that will bring all humans to one place. What huge fire? You decide. Whether it be a huge asteroid, like the good 'ol days from the dinosaurs, or a fatal discharge from the inner core of the Earth. That's the climax, so if you think it'll happen right away, keep dreaming; there's proccesses before that time.

How about all of you? Will you keep living as you are now, or trying to get better and better? Do you suddenly got the fear for the time that's ticking closer? More importantly, do you believe that it'll happen? If you do got the fear about it, well, take my advice, do not fear about it but also do not dare about it. As for me, when I heard about it, I don't feel the fear, instead, I suddenly got the picture of the tiniest piece of heaven, like in the movie "What Dreams May Come", ever watched it? Somehow, I feel like if this is the end, then this is the time that I've been waiting for all this time in my whole life.

Currently can only found four human nations.

1. Realistic:
Those super-normal people who live with their idealism. Truth came out that some of them hates anime. Try it in YouTube.

2. Gamers:
As the name said, they'r the one who played games. Hardcore, or just the standard ' Players', who play games just as games, not as their life, like most gamers do. Some of them hates anime. I've met one.

3. Otakus:
They played games, watched anime, read manga, collecting figures, and anything else you could relate to the Japanese world of anime. Otakus are considered pests for the anime haters.

4. Artists:
No music, no life. No color, no harmony. Imagine, and create. The nation who could tolerate anime, games, and anything those haters have. Artists have the ability to see beauty over things, and as you can see, games and animes these days have advanced in their production technology that could made us in awe just to see the trailer.

And it turns out that the nation that can understand "What is anime" are mostly came out from the 3rd and 4th nation. I wonder why did they keep bugging us with their criticism about hating anime...
I mean, really, so what if they do? Do they want to erase all about anime? If I follow the old scripture, "God have banned magic from the world", and all that's left are just hidden wonders that we didn't know whether it's exist or not. If anime must gone, then the world will lose another beauty. What beauty, do you ask? The human mind. No matter how hard you'll make your imaginations real, in the end, it will always be unreal. And that's how human minds are supposed to be. Reality is life, the one right ahead, but the one inside, is never real. When the "Dreams come true" event came, we cannot decide which one is real, only God can decide. What's in human thoughts is unpredictable. Figure artist might be able to bring to life human imaginations, but do we see real humans there? No, of course. No matter how close the 'human' we could sculpt, we can never made the humans that is created by God's hands. So why hate the anime? That's how the 'humans' in their mind, not yours. Why does people's art style are different? Because they have different form of their creations. One might want a man with a girly face with huge eyes, the other wishes the same, but with smaller eyes. Similiarities came, but didn't last long. In the end, humans who able to create their own world will soon carve their own path to their world, creating their own wonders with their own mind.

Halloween~
The only night where I can go fully all-out~
If it could be fantasied, it just seem like I'm some sort of beast that will only show its(yep) true form in the night of Halloween. Given the powers like no other, granted by the Pumkin King, Jack himself.
If only it is real XD
But really, have I told you that I can sense?
I couldn't see, well, sometimes I see, but most of the time I just sense.
That works for almost everything, including in days. In normal days, I don't really feel anything special, but in 'The Night of Halloween', somehow, everything feels so different, I suddenly feel a great surge of energy, like I've never seen before. In fact, in the whole year, only in this night I can feel like there's no burden or anything that could affect me. And strangely enough, back in the past, I usually go out in Halloween just for strolling around, but in the end, it seems that only in the night of Halloween that I got... Well, 'things'. Seems I don't want to speak about it.
No matter, no matter, tonight's Halloween, so let's get all released~

Uho~
Akhir2 ini jadi sering update jurnal ya~
Lagi asik nulis2, tapi cerita ga berkembang, kacau
This one's going to be a long one, it seems...

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Hohaaa, setelah lama ga main Seal(kl ga salah dah skitar lebih dari 3 tahun lalu), akhirnya bisa maen lagi~
Untuk saat ini, ada 3 MMORPG(istilah saya sih, IOG, Interactive Online Game XD) yang lagi dimainin, DOMO/Dream of Mirror Online, ECO/Emil Chronicle Online(akhirnya bisa main~ XD), dan yang sudah lama tak terdengar kabar, Seal~
Jadi serasa seru lagi, padahal cuma iseng2 cari combo baru, eh tiba2 udah lv up O.O;
Diantara tiga itu, memang Seal yang exp nya buanter banget dapetnya(mungkin karena pake knight, kan ada chivalry XD), Domo seretnya bukan main kl ga pinter huntnya, ECO kemarin hampir semaleman naikin lv ke lv 8
Seal? Ga sampe 10 menit dah lv up XD

O ya, sapa tau ada yang kenal ya~
Seal: Hoodlum[Knight]Balgher/Duran(cuma ada disono, baru mau cari server yang rame buat bikin baru XD)
DOMO: Xellos/KM lv 42, job lain rata2 lv 15; Xelcia/Doc lv 22, job lain rata2 baru dapet XD; dua2nya di white, di black ga terlalu mainin, PK nya orang2 edan smua =.="
ECO: Alliere(kl ga salah XD), Fencer lv 8 XD
Itu kira2 yang dimainin, tapi ECO ga sering2 ol ya, soalnya blom dapet cd nya, jadi ga maen di rumah XD

I'm quite a hardcore gamer, and have played on other MMOs~
RO ada, tapi karena total 1.7GB, jadi batal... Ini MMO pertama yang kumainin XD
Gunbound ada, tapi semenjak ga se friendly yang dulu, jadi jarang...
Ghost ada, tapi karena bingung huntingnya jadi brenti sebelum lv 10 XD
Ayodance ada ID, tapi ga sempet main, jadi bisa dibilang blom main XD
PerfectWorld ada, tapi agak njelimet mainnya, jadi agak bingung juga XD
Rising Froce ada, tapi agak susah untuk ol, jadi jarang ol juga. Acc Destroyer lv 35.
GetAmped ada, tapi serasa terlalu ribet mainnya, jadi masih telor mata sapi XD
Deco ada, mau bikn Slayer, nama char inget, ID pass lupa
Stargate juga ada, tapi sayangnya sekarang dah tutup... Isu nya sih bangkrut, masa sih?
Dan beberapa lagi ga inget apa aja...

Yang ga sempet dimainin... PangYa... Itu doang kayanya. Dulu game apa aja dimainin, dan PangYa juga termasuk salah satu on the list. Tapi pas udah siap, mau main, ternyata udah ditutup, karena katanya terlalu banyak hacker dan cheater yang lolos disana, jadi GM repot, mending ditutup, gitu katanya...
Ohoho, yang penting dah bisa maen beberapa itu, dah cukup~
See me at Seal and Domo~

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Ah, iya, how many of you have played Left 4 Dead?
It's actually a very fun game~
Just take a look at those sportsbies~
The zombies, they sprint! XD
Tapi game ini kayanya butuh ketahanan mental yang cukup.
Tembak dor, limbs everywhere.
Biasanya zombie itu lelet ya~
Tapi ini benar2 keren, ada zombie hulk juga XD
The atmosphere is fantastic, with supporting real-thrill silence, insanely fearsome shrieking screams(lebay euy XD), intense feel when you meet the zombies, they don't attack you right away, they just idling around aimlessly until suddenly they run straight at you~
Dahsyat deh pokoknya, bagi yang suka great thrill game, misalkan kaya Silent Hill gitu, coba yang ini deh kl blom coba, bikin ketagihan loh XD
For those who have tried, which one is the best weapon? Because I think the shotgun is the best choice, since it'll be a very handy one when facing the horde, aside from the grenade, of course XD

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Hmmm...
Bagian yang ini mungkin akan membuat jurnalnya makin puanjang lagi, jadi biar kupersingkat aja.
seems to find... An interesting thing to see.
A ' Pros who make fun of the newbies work'.
Well, I can understand about arrogance, just like when playing MMO, when you've been godlike, you'll somehow look down to those newbies. But still, this whole year, I've never heard about pros who make fun the newbies. Keeping silent and acting ignorant is better, because that'll avoid any unnecessary things, but to pull out others weaknesses? That's just like a godlike character with a player worth a pipsqueak. I mean, come on, if you really think that you're so much better, then just shut up if you have nothing good to say, that way, if you'd like to keep your pride and arrogance, you'll still have it good, honor included, rather than a honor in a junk sack. What do you others think? [link]

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Fuah...
Artblock...
Ga bisa dibilang gitu...
Males...
Tapi animasi flash masih jalan...
The problem?
It's like this, when I'm pretty much newly recharged, still a very fresh watermelon in the morning, I always feel like I have nothing to do, and ends up being a lazy one. But when I got tired, and the energy's started to get low, I feel like there's a great flow of power pounding on the heart, making every slow move of me resonates the whole floor like I'm a very huge giant. A slow pat to the wall, a wham sound heard. That never happened when i feel so fresh. The point is, I'd never be able to work when I feel tired, and always ready to go when I'm fresh, like everyone. But why the hell did I always feel so lazy when I'm fresh, while actually I have so much thing to do?! I've always pushed myself so hard to get to work while I'm fresh, but again, I fell off to sleep(in the middle of the noon! I was just awakened!). And then, in the night, I always feel so energetic, so fresh like the night's so much better than the morning. Well, I know I'm more to a nocturnal being rather than the normal "Good day!" people. I have insomnia for quite awhile, but I know how to suppress it so I can get enough rest. And it's still the same. So what now? Should I drink the whole beer glass of coffee to make me do whatever I didn't finish? Tell me ><

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Halloween~
One day  in the whole year that I like~
Why?
What else? Halloween! XD
I didn't celebrate it, but it just feel so nice, 'The Night of Halloween'~
Well, it just feel so different, between the Halloween days(note that the 'day' I mean is night XD) and the normal and usual days. It feels so much... Better... I don't know how to say it.
And to hear ' Pumpkin King' or 'The King of Halloween' or simply 'Jack' in Halloween just give me the joy of evilish laughter~
Everyone! Take your horrors in Halloween! Get to scream! Have a good scare! It's the great night of Halloween~!

You eat food with mouth...
Eat air to the lungs...
Eat environment with eyes...
And eat sounds with ears...


I still remember when I was told that there's a game with the best OST(at that time).
He also said that it have incredible layers of sounds(that's how we said it).
The game's Ar Tonelico. Until now, though, I've never played it, but I got some of the musics from the album Hymnos Concert from side Blue-Reading The Stars Hoshiyomi and Crimson-Playing The Moon Tsukikanade, also from Sekai No Owari De Shi Tsudukeru Shoujo Original Soundtrack and from Metafalica OST. This guy's really trying to get me in some trouble XD

Well, I was looking around the titles first, until he suggest me to try to listen to the one that have a big size. I was trying to get his suggestions later, so the first song I was listening is Tsukikanade. At first, I was thinking it'll be just like FF series, but I got shocked that the song's like, an opera or something. There's so many different sounds and beat, giving it a huge variations of sound and voices, like... What was it called? Chores? Well, something like that. This is simply unusual for me, and I remember back then I liked to hear music that came from pipe organs, and these songs grant me that long-lost wish. Some of it have a great play of pipe organs, not creepily, but magnificently! I end up keeping favourite in Tsukikanade, Hoshiyomi, Exec with method Metafalica, The Fresh Green Earth, The Last Chapter theme, Exec Harmonius, Exec Paja Orica Extracting(this one reminds me to Bali~) and Misya Extracting, Harmonics Frelia, and much more others that it seems like I'm keeping favourite to them all XD

But of course, The ones that keeps on flowing in my list are Harmonics Frelia, Utau Oka, Legend of Ar Tonelico, Phantasmagoria, and Hoshiyomi. Above all, though, Utau Oka is the ones that's always fun to hear~
Ah~ I'm so much better to be able to hear such beautiful songs~ I'll use 'em to keep myself moving when animating~
How many of you that have heard about or even played and hear the OST of Ar Tonelico?

Ah, yes, the new Opera seems to make the JPG pics into low-quality pics... Maybe not only JPGs though... The beautiful pics in dA now ruined because of that