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Mood:
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Listening to: My MP4 Songs
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Reading: 'How to hold your anger'
Guh...
Around 1-2 months I'm not seen in journals..
Well, what I said in journal before this is absolutely wrong in this month.
I must be 'fasting' or whatever the english says.
And I must hold 'Bad Things' inside me.
Bleh, I can hold my hunger, but there's other things inside me that "ALWAYS" overwhelming everytime.
Hate.Anger.Darksides.*twitch*Less Patience.
Even if I can only eat twice a day(morning at 3:00 AM and around 6:00 PM), my powers and energies always come eventually and reach the maximum level of power very fast!*twitch**twitch*
I can throw a big bed with that power ammount!
I'm really need a PUNCHINGBAG!*twitch**smashed the desk*
Accident.
I'm always twitching when mad or anything else about my patience.
Edit(s):
I forgot to say that in this month, something was happened.
I call it 'Month where Light and Dark Collides'.
Why?
Well, you know, Indonesians mostly moslems, includes me, so it's Ramadhan, a sacred month for us.
Also, this time, Ramadhan is 'touches' the October, a month where demons totally released,
yes, Halloween.
I can feel it collides in myself.
Because I often feel bad and good in the same time.
hope u get better soon...punching bag?
lol, I just used that in my self defense class XDDDD
Anyways hope you'll reach your maximum level soon!
I was, well, over-maximum, maybe like overheating in thermometers untill the thermometers' glass is shattered.
Really, I ever trully mad only by a little thing.
Maybe that's because I usually hold my anger, and it's become more and more, then, wham! Another accident.
Well, maybe if I continue what I've done, the wall may have a hole...big ones..
well try to cool yourself down with something that you like to do.
lol, when I'm angry I try not to show it either I don't know how I get rid of it, it just dissapears...
Uhh...I feel sorry for your wall, hope you don't break it down any more
I don't think it will work on me, because even when I'm hungry, but I'm over-raging, I still can throw a desk.
My anger is disappears too, but that's oly hold for the next anger..
When I want to angry, the powers that has been gone come back again, so it's hard for me..
ooo, guess what? It actually started snowing here