Listening to: My MP4 Songs
Reading: 'How to hold your anger'
Around 1-2 months I'm not seen in journals..
Well, what I said in journal before this is absolutely wrong in this month.
I must be 'fasting' or whatever the english says.
And I must hold 'Bad Things' inside me.
Bleh, I can hold my hunger, but there's other things inside me that "ALWAYS" overwhelming everytime.
Even if I can only eat twice a day(morning at 3:00 AM and around 6:00 PM), my powers and energies always come eventually and reach the maximum level of power very fast!*twitch**twitch*
I can throw a big bed with that power ammount!
I'm really need a PUNCHINGBAG!*twitch**smashed the desk*
I'm always twitching when mad or anything else about my patience.
I forgot to say that in this month, something was happened.
I call it 'Month where Light and Dark Collides'.
Well, you know, Indonesians mostly moslems, includes me, so it's Ramadhan, a sacred month for us.
Also, this time, Ramadhan is 'touches' the October, a month where demons totally released,
I can feel it collides in myself.
Because I often feel bad and good in the same time.